I can't say I really want to go into more detail than that. But it's been a week of bizarre breakthroughs, things I didn't realize became abundantly clear, and I now feel like I'm at the beginning of a period of transition.
Where that transition will end, I can't say right now. But I feel like I'm taking steps toward becoming a better human being, and I like to think that's where I'll end up. I'm hoping that I'll be enjoying my life more than ever, and I'll be closer to the people around me than I would ever expect, but as close as I should have been years ago.
I'm sorry I'm being annoyingly vague, but that's kind of how I feel right now. One thing I do know is that I'm finally coming to terms with what I should have realized my whole life. And it's funny how that can happen sometimes; you don't realize you need something until you see it, then it becomes one of the most important things in your life.
I'll be writing a more conventional post when I go back to feeling like a more conventional person. For now, I'll say that I've lived most of my life in oblivion, and I've fully realized that for a long time. But now I finally feel like I'm going to start to understand things a little bit better.
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